Be Still part duex.

I _do_ hear your voice God.

It simply says "be still and trust me"

I pray I can do that.

"God please let me trust you... when I hear your voice so calm and steady in my head...

I wonder if it is just me talking to myself.... but then you repeat with gentleness to remember the times I have known your voice and be still and trust....

You have plans for me.... and this struggle is not over... but I need to let you fight for me and heal where your wisdom sees need... Help me father God to find that peace in letting go...

"Let Me Let You... Let It Be."

I love you God.

Thank you for the friends and the family I have... who care that I am happy and healthy....

who let me question and struggle with a greater faith than my own.

Thank you for putting me on a path seeking a life more meaningful than the one I have pursued for many years... and thank you for starting me on that path earlier than I ever knew.

Thank you for what I will be.

Thank you for what I was.

Thank you for what I can be.

Thank you for the past 6 months of growth.

Thank you for the last 4 of joy and proof of love from another.

Thank you for the last month of awakening a desire for more.

Thank you for the last week of struggle only to allow me to...

Thank you for the next day and the promise it brings.

-g